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About Me Official Beta Tester Dark Artist nightfall8705Female/Unknown Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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:bulletpurple: Here are my favorites and collections. I enjoy many things in art, including the occasional deviant skins, stamps, comics, emoticons, fanart, traditional art, vectors, psychedelia, classy artistic nudes, and literature.

:bulletpurple: My favorites in photo-manipulation include surreal, emotional, conceptual, fantasy, and macabre and horror.

:bulletpurple: My favorites in photography include conceptual, emotional, animals, nature shots, waterscapes, macabre and horror, interiors, and exteriors.

:bulletpurple: What I like depends on my mood. Sometimes you'll see dark and bloody things, other times, you will see happy things with bright colors. I guess you can say I am open to a lot of things. So take a look around, and hopefully you will find something you like too.

Dedications

:bulletpurple: The deviations in this collection were given from my deviant friends, either dedicated to me as a gift individually or as part of a group, dedicated to my mother's memory, made for me as a support stamp, requested by me, or inspired by me.

:bulletpurple: If I have missed anyone's dedication in this collection, I deeply apologize, since I recalled all of these from memory. Please let me know and provide the link so I may add it to the collection.

:bulletpurple: Thank you everyone for your amazing dedications, for your thoughts, for your support, for your friendship, and most of all, for your love. :heart:

My Dearly Beloved Fiance

:iconlovepurpleplz: :iconk-d-c: :iconlovepurpleplz:


:bulletpurple: When true love finds you, you will know it. Believe me, it is worth the wait when it finds you. Something special about Kyle always reached out to me, but I didn't really realize what it was. We connect deep in the soul, and before long, we had gotten so close, that we shared everything with each other.

:bulletpurple: He became my best friend, and our friendship only grew stronger as time went on. Now that friendship has grown to love, a love that is so beautiful, I cannot describe it. A love so strong that nothing can shake it or change it. He truly is the love of my life, my rock, my strength, my partner for eternity. He makes me happy, and he completes me in ways beyond imagination.

:bulletpurple: Unconditional love is endless. It is strong, it is powerful, it is courageous. Unconditional love has no boundaries, nor is it inhibited by dogmas, worthless limitations, or rules.

:bulletpurple: This is also true of love; it is patient, it is kind, it does not envy, nor boast, nor proud, it is not self-seeking, it is not rude, it is not easily angered, nor does it keep records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but it delights in the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails, and out of the trinity of faith, hope, and love; the greatest of all, is love.

:bulletpurple: Love is eternal, and because it is so eternal, it can be stretched. It is limitless, and you can never have too little or too much love, for you can create as much as you need, and from love comes kindness, respect, and admiration, both inside and out. It casts no judgment, no resentment, and it does not fuel from lust, jealousy, greed, and vanity. It grows in sickness and in health, in richer and in poorer, for better and for worst.

:bulletpurple: I pledge myself, my heart, and my commitment to him alone. I will love Kyle all my life. :heart:

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There are many wonderful things I'd love to have to hang on my wall at home. Things listed here are things I currently wish to own the most. :heart:

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:bulletpurple: If you have a meez, and I know you, add me!

What's New?

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 23, 2009, 1:30 AM


What's New?


Well, a lot of things is new. Not only have I been ill, but I have been fussed out and repremanded by people around me, and I dislike it greatly. I am a grown woman, I will make mistakes, and I will atone for them. Do not treat me like a child, because it is a pet peeve of mine, and it's not a good idea to do that. I swear, my mouth will be the cause of my eviction.

I got my brother back. Everybody realized that fat cop was full of shit, and that all of this was blown out of proportion. I barely did anything wrong. I would have thought all of this would phase my brother, and inspire him to treat me better. I mean, I could have lost absolutely everything, and he still continues not to care. I do hate children so much. Nothing will make me change my mind. Nonetheless, he's back home, and I still have a roof over my head, so I guess it worked out.

However, I have been ill, and will have some not very nice words with the local exterminator next time I see him, and also the site manager of the apartments, as well as anyone else who dares to get into my business again. I am fed up with these people.

Tomorrow, the carpet is getting ripped up out of my house. That is a good thing because the carpet is old and a bit funky, and new tiles will be in its place. The bad thing is that because I have been ill, I haven't had energy to fully clean up the whole house, and will not have energy to move everything in the house tomorrow, once the floor people come over. The bad thing is that is has been raining all week, and if it rains tomorrow, it will mean trouble.

Kyle and I are looking for property in the area around here. We are looking for a house, so he could move from overseas, and live with us. I think we found one that we want to have, but it will take some time to really make a big decision such as purchasing a new house.

Some of you remember me losing my job in May, and being denied unemployment benefits, and relying solely on my brother's government income to live. Well, now my rent will go up another 100 dollars since I am "entitled" to the unemployment benefits, and will be charged whether I have them or not. I can't get these benefits without lying, and lying to these people is a federal offense, and it will hurt me later if I try gain to file a claim. I do not know what to do. We could use the money, but it's not worth what we would lose...




Social Expansion.

Obviously, my interest in this site has gone down tremendously...

I got rid of my old facebook page because I hated it, and instead, I decided to really surface my other network sites, if anyone is interested in friending me up. All of my work will now be displayed at Sanguine Dreams, and you will have to sign up to view it. Truth is, I don't think anybody, except for a few, really cares about what I have to say anymore, and if they don't, they weren't really friends anyway. It's no loss to me.

I finally joined Twitter, and I am liking it a lot so far. Follow me if you want. :D

And as much as I hate MySpace, I have been there playing Bloodlines. If you have a MySpace; friend me, add Bloodlines, and join mine and Kyle's clan. We'd love to have you.

Now onto the linkage!

Sanguine Dreams Website: It appears that our site was down, so I did not give a link. At this time, the site has been revived from an SQL injection in the database, and will be under extreme security. More details will be released regarding the site once they come to my attention.

Ayu's MySpace: [link]
Ayu's Forum: [link]
Ayu's YouTube: [link]
Ayu's LiveJournal: [link]
Ayu's Twitter: [link]

Kyle's DeviantArt: [link]
Kyle's MySpace: [link]
Kyle's Twitter: [link]


Hospital.

My beloved =K-D-C has gone back to the hospital for surgery, and could be in there from two to four days, or longer. I ask that you please keep him in your thoughts and prayers, and if you would, please stop by his page, and leave him a get well message. It would mean so much to us both, and thank you all for your support.

Kyle, I love and miss you so much, honey. Please take care and trust in the doctors to take care of you. I wish you a get well soon, and a speedy recovery. I pray for you and send you lots of love, hugs, and kisses. Love you more than you could ever know. :tears:

:heart: Ayu.


  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Welcome Home - Coheed And Cambria
Skin by =Thewinator (modified by =nightfall8705)

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:frail: ABOUT ME :frail:


:bulletpurple: I am Ayu, and around here, I am many things; an art lover, a sincere friend, a helping hand, an activist, and a supporter of many.

:bulletpurple: DeviantART is my second home, because I love art, in every form almost as much as I love music. My favorite genres of art include macabre and horror, dark, surreal, fantasy, emotional, traditional, psychedelic, fractals, waterscapes, architecture, and literature, so those are the types of art that I look at most.

:frail: ABOUT MY WORK :frail:


:bulletpurple: I am known for my literature around here. I write poetry and prose in reference to my experiences, and I focus a lot on the darker side of life, because it was during those hard times that I learned the most lessons, and I can use my experiences to help others struggling now the same way I did then.

:bulletpurple: Every piece I compose has a positive message to take from it, and if I can help one person, then I have done my job.

:bulletpurple: I view the world as my easel, the pen as my brush, and the words as my colors. I hope to paint pictures in the minds and hearts of many with my literature for years to come.

:frail: ON DEVIANTART :frail:


:bulletpurple: I am known as a helping hand across DeviantART. Whether it be giving feedback to deviations, or the occasional critique, people come to me for encouragement and advice. I am always happy to help someone any way that I can, even if it's just a feature in my journal, donating to or promoting contests and causes, or help with real life situations. Anybody who needs me simply has to note me, and I will do my best to help.

:bulletpurple: I try to be helpful to people here on dA in other ways. All over my journal and shoutboard are links of interest to various areas of DeviantART. I always try to promote the latest news articles, and the newest contests to keep you in the know around here, and I try to provide as many resources as I have time to find. (I'm a busy girl, you know.) And I enjoy being helpful to others in this way.

:bulletpurple: I support many people around dA, and as well, many projects, including =TheDeviantStandard, *DailyDeviants, *PrintsForLit,=deviantHELP, *litNEWS, *deviant-ARCADE, and the "Be The Change Challenge." But that's only a few of many things that I support in this community.

:frail: MS. CLUB SUPPORTER :frail:


:bulletpurple: When I am not involved with many organizations supporting activism, or running my own chat room and my own personal offsite forum, I have been an administrator for some clubs around here.

:bulletpurple: ~DeathLovers - As you know, I love dark art. It's very beautiful to me, and for fun, I joined the Death Lovers club as an administrator. Over time, I have met some amazing people, and have seen some phenomenal works from incredibly talented artists. I also got the pleasure to work with whom are now some of my closest friends here on dA. I have taken a leave of absence from administration at this time.

:bulletpurple: *Lyrics-Community - A club about musically inspired art. I've been involved with them literally since the beginning, and while we've taken a bit of a slow period, this club means a lot to me, as I am not only a former administrator, but a Co-Founder as well. I do enjoy being a part of the club very much, and have had some good times there.

:bulletpurple: *Self-InjuryClub - This club is a support group dedicated to helping people in need, who have self-harmed themselves in one way or the other. They also help those who do not self-harm as well. This club is NOT pro-injury, but in fact, is a kind and loving environment, complete with a special Help Team to to help guide those who harm themselves on the path of recovering and stopping such habits. I am not an administrator there, but I am a member of their Help Team, and anyone who has a trouble in the area of self-harm, please do not hesitate to contact me. I'll do what I can to help you.

:frail: WHAT I AM ALL ABOUT :frail:


:bulletpurple: I am about kindness and respect around here, and genuine interest in helping to be a positive influence on this community.

:bulletpurple: Art can be inspired by our influences, and I firmly believe in artist support as well as appreciation from the artist.

:bulletpurple: I believe that the power to overcome is greater than the power to inflict, and that there is nothing that one person cannot do, if you believe in yourself.

:bulletpurple: I love to comment and laugh with people, so don't hesitate to get to know me if you want. I promise I don't bite, much. :XD:

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In the void, where the voices dwell...
  • Interests: Varies, like my moods...
  • Favourite movie: If it's overly gory and extremely gross, I'll watch it and laugh.
  • Favourite band or musician: This list is constantly changing and impossible to conceive.
  • Favourite genre of music: I am tolerant of most kinds of music, but I have exceptions. Ask me for details.
  • Favourite artist: My deviant friends.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Me, my mom, and my deviant friends.
  • Favourite photographer: Various photographers on dA.
  • Favourite style of art: Varies. I like vibrant colors, as well as dark, fantasy, and macabre and horror.
  • Operating System: XP and the government.
  • MP3 player of choice: My Winamp with the 883 "Luke's Little Droid" Enkera skin on it.
  • Shell of choice: Colors! What the hell kind of question is this anyway?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Your face. <3
  • Skin of choice: My own... and maybe yours too...
  • Favourite game: Many, but Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturne and Soul Calibur III are among the ranks.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, of course.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Many, including L, Light, Mello, Miroku, Sailor Mars, Ginji, Ban, Cossette, and Mandy.
  • Personal Quote: Night has fallen. Come out and play...
  • Tools of the Trade: Mystery, talent, and intellect.

Comments


:iconk-d-c:
Meeting you was fate.
Becoming your friend was a choice
But Falling in love with you I had no control over.

:heart: Love you my snuggle Bunny :heart:

:date: :hug: :kiss: :lick:

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K-D-C :heart: Nightfall8705
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"I thought that, if the world won't change, we would never reach happiness" :tears:

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Thank you so much for :+fav: :iconcarameldansenplz::sun: :floating: :iconsomeconfettiplz:
:iconrainbowwaveplz1::iconrainbowwaveplz2::iconrainbowwaveplz3: :blowkiss:

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:floating: Come to my magic world [link] :floating:
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Many thank you for faving, my dear friend!!! :huggle: :heart:

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"Sorry for my bad English, Français, Português, Italiano, Galego, Català,..."

"...y la vida continúa, sin basura alrededor!!!"
:iconk-d-c:
:heart: I wish to spend the rest of my days with you, my dearest love. You are my heart and
soul, and I will indeed love you all my life. :heart:

Forever yours, Kyle

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K-D-C :heart: Nightfall8705
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"I thought that, if the world won't change, we would never reach happiness" :tears:

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